its weekend.... originally i plan to give up writing and go to sleep

but... since Mr Chow turned down alvin again, he kept talking to me, waking me up
so i have no choice but to type my blog again...

his colleagues and frds are talking about marriage. after listening to the touching stories alvin also want to have a wife. he always dream that he can have a wife, who will be at home when alvin finish work. So they can have dinner together, and then they will watch stupid soap operas on tv in their double bed, eating fruits or potato chips. when the soap operas end, they will sleep together, and alvin will hug his wife to sleep. Perhaps he is confused. perhaps he think his wife will be a teddy bear, who will always let him hug and will not bother him, or refuse eating or watching tv with him.

then alvin said he hated being a doctor.
being educated in med school, alvin learnt a lot about risk factors. he learnt that he cannot choose a wife who smoke, coz it increases the risk of cancer, and their child may have inutero death, and have increase risk of asthma. he learnt that he cannot choose a wife who has multiple sexual partners. Coz they will increase risk of HPV infection and STD, which increase risk of Ca cervix. he cannot choose a wife, who has family history of various cancers and autoimmune disease. he cannot choose a wife who has chronic back pain and sciatica, coz it meant she might not be able to be pregnant and carry a fetus. he also has to avoid wife who has endometriosis or PID or polycystic ovaries, which may lead to infertility.
he always think if he is just an ordinary people who dunno about all these, he can just fall in love with a girl and marry her. And when these diseases occur, he can blame the world for being unfair.
But now... if he choose to marry a girl, like, who is not new, and turn out have Ca cervix, he cannot blame anyone except himself. Otherwise known as (eat ur own fruit). he should have anticipated the risk of ca cervix before marrying her, shouldn't he?
but then it is ridiculous to find a girl who is new, coz... no one is new at this age. if she said she was new she must be lying anyway. You cannot predict the risk of ca cervix and HPV from the girl's personality. Coz, usually they are obedient and good girls, just that they are cheated by their bf who had sex with everyone on earth and got all sorts of STD and transmit to them. And she would never know, until she had pap smear done and found ASCUS or CIN III. Then she would ask u what it was and why she got it in an innocent way. When you told them, they would say their exbf would never cheat them and hence, alvin should be the one who transmitted them the disease. CIN is actually ok, just that.... due to the stigmatization, alvin simply dun want to have a wife who has Ca cervix.

On 1 hand he is so worried about the risk of marrying someone, but on the other hand he dun want to be single at 60, and become those annoying old man shouting loudly in Victoria Park, and then has his money cheated by those 40 yrs old women.

alvin think he is always in the middle and this is so bad. If he is a complete retard he will just marry a girl that he likes, then the girl has cancer and he becomes miserable. But at least he doesnt have to think too much and is less stressed. If he is cleverer he will realize thinking too much is useless so he will just marry the girl that he likes most, then the girl has cancer and he becomes miserable, but at least he can be with the girl he likes. But now... he think he has to consider every risk factors, and choose according to the risk. Then he ends up with the girl who has the least amount of risk factors, financially stable and with good personality, then the girl has cancer or leaves him to find another guy and he becomes miserable.  he will be miserable anyway, but it seems to be more miserable if you have to think so much, and marrying a girl whom u dun really like and still end up in misery.

Good! Since he will be miserable anyway, i tell him to sleep! At least he will be less miserable tmrw, and i will hate him less!

Its NOT weekend... but alvin has been talking too much to me that I cannot take it anymore
So i have to ventilate it here... otherwise i will be overloaded and have a stroke.

As you may know, alvin's parents introduced a girl named Ms VC to him. Since she is introduced by alvin's parents, this lady is kind of "official" so he asked her out for dinner again yesterday. Ms VC, for the same reason, went out to have dinner with this pathetic guy. During the dinner alvin found out that all of Ms VC's sisters actually dated/married family frds or boys introduced by her parents. So this sort of confirmed that why Ms VC is willing to come out again although their dinners are so far miserable or terrible. After knowing this, alvin thought 指腹為婚 probably still exist nowadays.

The dinner has been ok for alvin (and of course, miserable to Ms VC) until they came to discuss about 中產階級. alvin thought this term is a very positive term about wealthy family, while Ms VC thought it meant families with no money at all. alvin was shocked, and tried to explain that 中產階級 is not 夾心階級. Ms VC, being a clever lady, knew the difference, and even gave a definition for the term. She said 中產階級 in general meant family income of 50000 to 60000 per month, hence they dun have money to spend at all. alvin thought this was a good income, but obviously Ms VC thought its terrible. She even said "there wont be money for the best education of the child and extra curricular activities!!" Then Ms VC continue to explain that most of her frds earn 40000 to 50000 per month (not dr or lawyers), and she went to sheraton for tea every week with her frds coz they will do yoga together after that. And, when they went to horse racing, they would bet on each other's horses. (Meaning that each family had a horse, a real one that is in Jockey Club). She asked if alvin bet on horses. alvin said he did, and usually bet $20. This brought a huge laugh from Ms VC. Then alvin began to feel miserable, coz most of alvin's frds are "poor and have no money to spend" according to Ms VC's standard. His frds are so much different from her frds. And they are from 2 different worlds. It will be impossible to ask Ms VC to have McDonald with him.

The above conversation sort of re-ignited alvin's hatred for rich ppl. alvin hates rich ppl in general, and more so after her conversation. Perhaps because of this hatred, alvin subconsciously directed Ms VC to drive the wrong way home. Hence poor Ms VC had to drive all over HK, and only able to reach home at 1am. Poor lady >< In fact i think Ms VC is ok (given that she is raised in a rich family). But then alvin has a very weak self confidence, and tend to be crushed by every little thing that ppl say. And, I have to say he is spoilt by me and our mutual frd... Hence he got irritated so easily. Ms VC wont know thou, coz alvin is just like me, being friendly in front of her, and then keep criticizing her to me when he is home... and Ms VC does not know that I exist. So in fact, i hate her too haha.

ps. alvin is not joining St John. Coz alvin knows that if he joins St John he will keep irritating his idol and follow her here and there like... an insurance salesman? and this may make her angry. he joined AMS. But AMS ppl seem to know that alvin is a stupid idiot so there isnt much work to do for alvin.

Ok! Weekend again!~ Let's have a little update!~

alvin has a long weekend this week. he was on call on thurs, hence he has holiday on friday, saturday and sunday! Yesterday alvin pretended to be musician. he went to the "swire symphony under the stars" with his frd. he was so happy that he defeated many poor mothers and children and got 2 harmonica with his frd just in time, with the mothers scolding the officials for keeping them waiting. Its a simple harmonica with no use at all, but still! Its something plastic and yellow and alvin luv toys! So he was so happy ytd! alvin didnt know anything about the music. Hence, when they were "listening to music" alvin was actually studying the geography of happy valley and deciding what flats to see when he has time so that he can choose a flat for his marriage. At the end of the concert there were fireworks and alvin liked it. he was especially happy, because he forced his friend to have hotpot with him at 11pm. The beef was good! alvin's frd was miserable thou, having to eat with alvin till 1am.

ytd during the late late dinner they talked about alvin's future marriage that wont be happening. His frd pointed out that alvin should do something more, like going to trip with a girl (and other frds), or sleep over at a girl's home, just like what his frd did. This sort of similar to our mutual frd vincy's suggestion. But... as you may know, alvin will only work hard for 2 things, cars and food. Getting a wife cannot help him buy a porsche or eat chocolate. (And may actually hinder him from doing so!!!). And since alvin think all girls are the same (but all cars are SO different) he decide to spend more of his time on cars.

since he slept late today, he just stayed at home doing something useless - watch youku and stealing crops. Well, u cannot expect much from stupid alvin. Sometimes i just think he should stop pretending to be dr, he should just go to the country and start being a farmer. But he cannot since he is too lazy. Perhaps he can only be farmer in happyfarm.

Tomorrow alvin will pretend to be good guy again, by dressing in uniform and watch people marching. he didn't know how to march. But tmrw he will stand there and comment on how people march. The world is so unfair. I always think he should be a phone, while i should be the dr! Then more patients can be saved!

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alvin's frd bought me a gift. alvin liked it a lot (i DUN!)
but alvin said it was so great that i had to post it here.... so.... since he is the one charging my battery. I have no choice but to put it here....

oh!!~ the photo server broke down!~ great!~

It has been a week since my last update!

my battery is not working well. This battery has been with me for nearly 8 years now! No wonder it breaks down. Luckily it can still be partly charged when being placed on the charger. So perhaps, i can still stay alive for several months.

alvin realizes that he only likes to drive these days. However, when he drives, he doesn't feel that excited. For the whole week he looked forward to the driving event on friday night. So, he was so happy on friday night, BEFORE the drive. During the drive, he felt ok. After the drive, he felt lonely coz the only thing that he had looked forward to had passed. So, the happiest moment was the time BEFORE the actual drive. Well, just like human relationships... always the sweetest before and at the start. After start it felt... er.... deteriorated.... just like my battery!

Out of practical consideration, alvin went out with Ms VC again yesterday night. Out of practical consideration, Ms VC also decided to come, although alvin was being stupid and liked to eat McDonald only. This time she was ok when alvin talked about McDonald. But she was shocked by alvin's mo liuness when he suggested to play chopsticks competition with her. She nearly fainted when alvin said traffic jam would make his car depressed. So, to prevent her from actual fainting and needing to drive her to hospital, alvin avoided mentioning about me and blueblue. Well, I agree. If she heard about me and blueblue she would probably faint, which would be worse than stand up and leave since alvin had to drive her to hospital if she fainted, but alvin could just go straight home if she stand up and leave.

after alvin went home. his parents asked about the girl's background information such as age and past medical history. Clearly alvin knew nothing, since he was such a stupid person. During the dinner the girl knew everything about alvin, but alvin knew nth about her. Well, alvin's stupidity cannot be more advanced...

Recently i received a letter from our mutual frd. It was quite comprehensive. I also knew about our mutual frd was depressed recently. Well, I just wanted to say dun expect anything from stupid alvin since he managed to be both stupid and unfriendly. You cannot expect anything from a stone when u are depressed, isnt it? Luckily she had some "happy tears" so she should be happier now.

oh well.... blueblue is sick AGAIN. I always think blueblue is just the same as his driver. he is lazy.... if u force him to do more, he will just break down. alvin tried to go a bit faster on friday, so he was sick again. he was so sick that he was in hospital again!!

Its weekend again! that means I have so much time for another xanga entry

a week passed. This week has been quite interesting

First of all, alvin's mother arranged a "seung tai" session for him. Its a Chinese term meaning a desperate boy was arranged to meet a desperate girl, who were complete strangers to each other. His parents and her parents will all be there. The objective was to let them know each other, and see if they can match and be together. Personally I think it is an odd thing. Anyway, since alvin is a desperate person, he did go. Since her family had a vacuum cleaner factory he called her Ms Vacuum Cleaner. The girl is a kind person, (at least she didn't just stand up and leave) but she cant help feeling weird when alvin said he luv eating McDonald. Perhaps people just cannot understand ppl who luv McDonald. However, she ran in light speed and left the restaurant right after the meal. Obviously she tried hard to bear with alvin's stupidity but it is a difficult task. If you can withstand alvin's stupidity, you probably can have your hands cut off without anaesthesia. After the meal, the girl and her parents drove a Bentley away. When compared with alvin's blueblue, its a different level. alvin said perhaps Ms Vacuum Cleaner was too rich, and that's why she could not understand him. Well, I guess she could not understand alvin because she had normal intelligence and was not a 3 years old. (for your information alvin is watching Winnie the Pooh and Tigger on TV now and think its brillliant). alvin's date went so bad that the girl didn't even give him her facebook or email.

Yesterday alvin had an annual dinner of his hospital. His colleagues asked him how his date was. When alvin talked about McDonald, they all took pity of the girl. Anyway, they drove 3 cars to the dinner together. alvin thought that they looked really great since they drove all 3 cars, and all were Mercs. Then, after the dinner they went to IFC to have a drink. Then alvin thought they looked great again coz they went to Central for a drink after work with their cars, just like what the doctors in TV did! Well, but one crucial point of difference is that those drs in TV are handsome, and they have some hair.... which is significantly different from alvin.