It has been a week since my last update!

my battery is not working well. This battery has been with me for nearly 8 years now! No wonder it breaks down. Luckily it can still be partly charged when being placed on the charger. So perhaps, i can still stay alive for several months.

alvin realizes that he only likes to drive these days. However, when he drives, he doesn't feel that excited. For the whole week he looked forward to the driving event on friday night. So, he was so happy on friday night, BEFORE the drive. During the drive, he felt ok. After the drive, he felt lonely coz the only thing that he had looked forward to had passed. So, the happiest moment was the time BEFORE the actual drive. Well, just like human relationships... always the sweetest before and at the start. After start it felt... er.... deteriorated.... just like my battery!

Out of practical consideration, alvin went out with Ms VC again yesterday night. Out of practical consideration, Ms VC also decided to come, although alvin was being stupid and liked to eat McDonald only. This time she was ok when alvin talked about McDonald. But she was shocked by alvin's mo liuness when he suggested to play chopsticks competition with her. She nearly fainted when alvin said traffic jam would make his car depressed. So, to prevent her from actual fainting and needing to drive her to hospital, alvin avoided mentioning about me and blueblue. Well, I agree. If she heard about me and blueblue she would probably faint, which would be worse than stand up and leave since alvin had to drive her to hospital if she fainted, but alvin could just go straight home if she stand up and leave.

after alvin went home. his parents asked about the girl's background information such as age and past medical history. Clearly alvin knew nothing, since he was such a stupid person. During the dinner the girl knew everything about alvin, but alvin knew nth about her. Well, alvin's stupidity cannot be more advanced...

Recently i received a letter from our mutual frd. It was quite comprehensive. I also knew about our mutual frd was depressed recently. Well, I just wanted to say dun expect anything from stupid alvin since he managed to be both stupid and unfriendly. You cannot expect anything from a stone when u are depressed, isnt it? Luckily she had some "happy tears" so she should be happier now.

oh well.... blueblue is sick AGAIN. I always think blueblue is just the same as his driver. he is lazy.... if u force him to do more, he will just break down. alvin tried to go a bit faster on friday, so he was sick again. he was so sick that he was in hospital again!!

Its weekend again! that means I have so much time for another xanga entry

a week passed. This week has been quite interesting

First of all, alvin's mother arranged a "seung tai" session for him. Its a Chinese term meaning a desperate boy was arranged to meet a desperate girl, who were complete strangers to each other. His parents and her parents will all be there. The objective was to let them know each other, and see if they can match and be together. Personally I think it is an odd thing. Anyway, since alvin is a desperate person, he did go. Since her family had a vacuum cleaner factory he called her Ms Vacuum Cleaner. The girl is a kind person, (at least she didn't just stand up and leave) but she cant help feeling weird when alvin said he luv eating McDonald. Perhaps people just cannot understand ppl who luv McDonald. However, she ran in light speed and left the restaurant right after the meal. Obviously she tried hard to bear with alvin's stupidity but it is a difficult task. If you can withstand alvin's stupidity, you probably can have your hands cut off without anaesthesia. After the meal, the girl and her parents drove a Bentley away. When compared with alvin's blueblue, its a different level. alvin said perhaps Ms Vacuum Cleaner was too rich, and that's why she could not understand him. Well, I guess she could not understand alvin because she had normal intelligence and was not a 3 years old. (for your information alvin is watching Winnie the Pooh and Tigger on TV now and think its brillliant). alvin's date went so bad that the girl didn't even give him her facebook or email.

Yesterday alvin had an annual dinner of his hospital. His colleagues asked him how his date was. When alvin talked about McDonald, they all took pity of the girl. Anyway, they drove 3 cars to the dinner together. alvin thought that they looked really great since they drove all 3 cars, and all were Mercs. Then, after the dinner they went to IFC to have a drink. Then alvin thought they looked great again coz they went to Central for a drink after work with their cars, just like what the doctors in TV did! Well, but one crucial point of difference is that those drs in TV are handsome, and they have some hair.... which is significantly different from alvin.

Oh help.... alvin is bothering me again....

he is depressed now. Coz he found out that he was not counted in for an annual dinner. he spent 2000 for the set of clothing, bought new shoes and requested not to on call tmrw night (so he had to call on weekend) for a dinner that he could not go. he just wonder why he filled in the reply slip and sent in the cheque, the staff even called him back for the application, yet he still wasn't included to the dinner.

this incident triggered his "grey cascade". he then thought nobody cared about him. Whenever he dated someone, they are always late. he is always the first one to arrive and have to wait like an idiot for his friends. Recently he dated a frd who forgot about the date all together and was late for 3 hrs. Whenever he called, no one will ever pick up his phonecall. The voicemail lady became alvin's best frd. Seemed that he is always talking to himself when he tries to call someone. Even when he msn with his frds they are usually, if not always away. It seems that he is very troublesome (he IS troublesome!) and will only reply with a "hi" then nothing else.

he is sick of this world's fakeness. People promise to come at a time, but they never do. People get online, but they are not actually there. They put their phone on, but they are not preparing to take the calls. Insurance seems to protect people, but they are trying their best to put u to die without paying anything. ER doctors seem to care, but in fact they just want to do unnecessary breast exams. Doctors are supposed to save u, but in fact they just want to kick you out, to the street or to heaven. Police are supposed to fight crime, but they commit crime themselves. Advertisements say they are having big discount, but they are marking up the price and then giving u a discount so that its just a little more expensive than the normal price. There are chinese herbs that have more side effect than everything yet they are marketed as no side effect at all. There are drinks that are marketed as low sugar and yet has more sugar than D50 solutions.

is there anything that is what it is supposed to be?

nothing in this world can be trusted. You can never be sure of anything
Except dead things!~ Like me and blueblue! We will never cheat since we are dead!
And he is only sure that cartoon will always end with some good ending. This is why he luvs dead things, and cartoon.

oh! alvin calmed down now! Thanks to our mutual friend's effort! So I can sleep now!~ Thanks!~

hmm.... i am asked to write a new entry
i used to think only professional writers will be asked to hand in their writings. But then its me this time! perhaps i am becoming professional?

alvin's colleague warned him that since he is not taking any leave, very soon he will not be able to take the leaves entitled to him. However, alvin doesn't want to have leave at all, coz he has difficult spending the time during holiday. these days alvin is confused. he does not know what people usually do after work and on holiday. as a result he phoned his frds and asked, and found that his frds didn't pick up the phone. Eventually one of his friends answered, who said "perhaps u dun need to study but i do! I have PATIENTS to treat". Then he realize this may only be a problem to him coz he is the only one who has nothing to do.

ytd he had a free weekend, and as always, nobody is free to accompany him. As a result, he wandered around in wanchai, went to HMV for free music and free xbox games, and also went to library for free magazine. These are the only things that he does when he has time. However, he is trying to do something more constructive. For instance, he wanted to learn german! So he will apply a german course in mongkok. he also want to learn stock investement, so that he can buy his porsche soon.  However, after he decided to do it, he switched on his xbox and play games. perhaps he think the decision to start is already very constructive and there is no need to actually start the plan.

and currently he is watching monster inc... to learn how to be a good pet, and how to take care of a pet

recently alvin has an improved general condition.

he had his first "solo" call on friday. Solo meaning that alvin would be the 1st call MO responsible and was supposed to work alone. However, his supervisor call that night was a very cautious lady. Hence, alvin worked just a little bit under supervision, and he didn't actually worked alone. Clever! If i have alvin as my junior I will only let him do simple jobs like buying lunch or going to toilet. The patients and surgeons seemed to know that alvin was first call that day, and hence decided that the chance of survival would be much better if they did not have surgery that night. Hence, alvin just worked little and went to sleep at 3am.

And on the next day, alvin went to morning drive with his classmates. I used to think alvin would be the only idiot, but turned out there were 8 of them in total! They all drove their own cars and went to Big Fog Mountain for no reason. Hence they used 8x more fuel than needed, for no reason at all! On top of that their cars are not that green. They are audis, BMW, porsche and blueblue, which... were a bit thirsty. If I were from Greenpeace I would thank them for damaging the ozone layer. But since I am kathy, I am thankful to them, coz alvin feel much much happier after the terribly meaningless drive. So perhaps its somehow meaningful to alvin.
Oh yes. They thought their cars were great and they were arrogant when they drove in their "rich convoy" One of them drove an open top BMW and they called him "White horse prince". Well, perhaps they haven't heard of words like "Ferrari" and "Lamboghini". Shame that even I knew what they were but they didn't. Thinking their cars were invincible was a bit... lame? Haha, perhaps deep down in my heart i hate them doing so and that's why i am so negative about their driving thing.

alvin is also happy these days because of his new game that he bought. he plays it everyday now, whenever he has time. he keeps on saying how real the thing is and how good the car feel in the game. Well, if doing everything through the monitor can be so real it would be nice for him to date a jpg file in his computer, and his lonely problem can be solved.

after typing all the above i realize my writing is more and more like my frd's blog. Perhaps I read too much of her blog? Or perhaps because both of us think alvin is an idiot! Anyway!